The year 2010...

2010

The year started with fear,

So tensed and no one to hear,

Hard work for long, time to get reward,

14 Feb, only three hours, but not glad.

Sudden plan for a trip,

Memorable seven days, never can slip

21 students on a way to beaches,

And what a fun when one reaches.

Came back with fear, result of 14^th Feb.

Yes or No, lost in web.

Result was a click away,

And I lost it, 15 March was the day.

Felt very low, shared with none,

But my best friends, there were some,

Boosted me, helped me and let me stand,

Thanks to them who let me hand.

Many interview, many rejection, now no hope,

Saw no way, how to cope.

Stopped working hard , left on fate,

And it was I whom I hate.

10 April, morning 9 am casual attitude,

Jeans, and a casual shirt, a written dude.

At 2pm a list came, I was shocked,

But no feeling, my heart was locked.

Two back to back interviews, went good,

All for third, again not I, not even in mood.

Started chit chatting and wishing others

At 6 pm I was searched, I was bothered.

Damn bad technical discussion,

All computer stuff, bad session,

After one hour final result with me,

Offer letter to me, and really yipppeee!!

Last exams ,last night study,

No hard work this time, all were moody.

Last full stop, what a feeling

But suddenly, all ends, no healing.

                        Last day, last meeting with best friend

                        Felt very nostalgic, all was on an end.

                        Sat quietly for hours with a chocolate

                        Wanted to wait more if not late.

The train whistled, I into tears,

Bye to my favorite place, but no fear

Welcome to home, city of joy

And need no reason to enjoy.

3^rd July entered capital, 5^th was joining

Nice company, nice friends, nice everything,

Days changed, it turned out to be hectic,

Clock runs tick tock tick.

It gave chance to life’s first flight journey,

Had great experience, game of money

Life has changed, no time for friends,

And this year on an end.

Remembering those time, those sweet moments,

All is lost, missing my friends, now in cents.

Professional life, new style, new mates,

Am happy, am blessed, rest on fate…

2010 taught me, hard work is done by all...Its only luck that makes the difference…

Parmita Biswas

JuSt ThInK Of It

Just think of it

Do you know what you want?

What is your aim, what is your goal?

Or you just think and flaunt

Or is its just a dream with a hole

                Have you ever thought of others?

Or you are concentrated on yourself

Many caring for you, your friends, your brothers

And you too ready for others help

You are studying and also working hard

But only for your own success

Have you ever thought of someone in emergency ward?

The one who is alone and helpless

                One who HAD nothing but HAVE everything

And one who HAD everything and still HAVE everything

Have you ever thought about the difference?

Or your mind is locked in a fence

Many people just die of starving

Many people just dream of studying

Who thinks of those poor people?

But all just run in the crowd for oneself

                Some dream to become millionaire

Some aim to go for a world tour

Some aim to open a restaurant

And some aim to be a businessman

But won’t it be great

If some help to help those needy

And himself don’t be greedy

If all have success

There will be many to share happiness

All equally happy, all will have fun,

Come out of your family

Come out of your friends

Come out of yourself

Just FEEL the happiness through others

Just try and have a feel of it..

                                        PARMITA BISWAS

Wishes Never End

Wishes never end

Never wanted to live without parents

Destiny gave the path to hostel                     

Now I love to be with my friends

But have a fear it will also end

        Had a fear to adjust in a new place

        Left all alone among new faces

        Now easily adjusted, new adventure

        New people, new thought, new culture.

Never wanted a job after graduation

A dream to study further

Now adjusted well here

Well settled in a new fashion

        Dreamt to continue in electronics field

        But now fixed in IT field

        May be have to continue here

        But a lot to know, lot to learn

Never wanted to depart from my best friend

But circumstances forced, and alas…

Still in contact, but want those days back,

But happy with new pals and friends

        Had a fear of depth in water

        But a nice dream just drove it off

        Went for a trip under water

        Beautiful fishes, whales, flora a and fauna.

Also avoided to go to height

But had a great flight journey

Wow, at height feeling very light

All fear gone, fun only left.

        Thought something I want

        Got something which you want

        Don’t know whether for better

        But life taught a lot

        Some where better, somewhere not..

Will I get always learn from life?

Will I get exactly the way I want?

Will I achieve what I deserve?

Will I get back those beautiful days?

Parmita biswas

       

        

the last.......

The last ……..

The last day of college

The last step from hostel

The last hug from roommate

The last night at hostel

My last birthday at college

The last tour with college friends

The last photo session with them

I still remember those golden days…… JJJ

The last walk in the rain to lake

The last gossips in the canteen

The last antakshri beyond walls

The last badminton game at lawn

And many things at hostel  :P

Wow it was so nice thereJJJJ

The last assignment given

The last practical performed

The last lecture attended

The last viva given

It was much better than the present bugs…

The last party at Chandigarh

The last movie enjoyed there

The icecream at sec 17

The last drive there

It was really heaven there….

The last journey to hills

The last walk with my friend

The last chocolate JJJJJJ

The last bye from my best friend

hope to meet my best friend soon...

I am missing …….…. LLL

The last hug from parents

The last joke from my sister

The last gift from my dad

The last dinner we did together

I am missing my family…..

                        What if life had a rewind button

              What if  we could hold time

              What if everything happened as we want

              What if our all dreams starts coming true

                                                                                                Parmita Biswas

                       

He & She

He & she

He don’t remember when it started,

He don’t remember when it ended,

He just remember the happy moments,

The smile, the laugh, the sweet voice…

Her beautiful hair hid her sweet smile,

His heartbeat stuck for a while,

Among all she had something different,

Is it everything or something, his thoughts bend…

Her eyes had some magic in it,

Looking at her he himself hit,

He was lost in the full crowd,

she was limelight among the loud…

kabhi to hello karegi wo,

kabhi to idhar dekhegi wo,

kabhi mai bhi kuch bolunga use,

kabhi to haath milaegi wo…

She used to cross ,

And he used to stop,

She used to think,

And he used to drink…

Initially she saw with the evils eye,

But later it became a lie,

His dashing looks took her heart away,

Only one glimpse made her feel hay…

Long waiting in the queue,

So that his line is also new,

Just thinking of him the queue shifts,

Both line hoots and she drifts…

No reason smile comes into face,

When asked just says its not the case,

Sleeping beauty loses her sleep,

It reminds of him, in every beep….

kabhi to hello karega wo,

kabhi to idhar dekhego wo,

kabhi mai bhi kuch bolungi use,

kabhi to haath milaega wo…

Dream castles going on in mind,

Only thinks he will be mine,

He never came to know about her,

Just imagining, got comfort of fur..

Neither had he come to know

Nor she came to know

Both just waited for each other

But finally none bother……

Parmita Biswas

Thanks a lot yr.....

Meri life..thanks to my friends

Ghar hai par ghar jaisa pyar nahi

Sheher hai but jaan pehchaan nahi

Office hai but seat nahi

Kaam bohot hai but aata nahi

Khana bohot hai but taste nahi

Lappy saath hai but net nahi

Mast paani hai but geyser nahi

Room hai but light nahi

Kaam wali hai but jhaadu nahi

Mobile hai but balance nahi

Movie hai but koi achchhi nahi

Darwaaza hai but lock nahi

Copy hai but pen nahi

Ghar  jaane k paise hai but chhutti nahi

Canteen hai but college wali baat nahi

Subah uthna hai but mood nahi

Still I am happy.. J

Living life the fullest..

Thanks to all my friends here …and there tooJ

Parmita Biswas

Broken hearts........!!!!!!!!!

Broken hearts

A toy snatched from hand

While playing with sand

A little scold from dad

Moms love make you mad…

Securing the second position

Why not the first is the notion

Parents teachers praising a lot

But still heart is at a knot…

Preparing for entrance at speed

All help comes whenever in need

By one rank misses a college

And destination is different for baggage….

First crush at college makes you feel happy

Absence of her, lecture makes you nappy

Your friend proposing your crush

Heartbroken, and your friend on blush...

Jolly mood, birthday time, lot of calls

Waiting for that single call, which would turn the ball

Full attention to that friend

Day passes, but she did not follow the trend…

Now time for all to go apart

New job , new life, but it hurts

All with mixed feelings

Hoping it will be easy process of healing…

Now settlement of a new family life

New people and add-ons’ lot to give

Little bitterness, not fulfillment

Makes you sad, and life bends….

Long time and all hard work

Internally happy with your own work

Boss coming and staring at you

No appraisal, says work is due….

Never expect, you will be happy

But these things, comes without expectation

It’s the heart that hurts

And brain that works…

parmita biswas

ONE DAY HE WILL COME BACK....

With the crying of a baby,

Happiness spreads around,

All happy without thinking of future fee,

He is crowned.

The school starts with jolly,

Parents tight with pocket,

But child given proper brolly,

Money flowing out like rocket.

Days pass one after another,

Child grows up with pen and books,

Family happy with life going smoother,

But who knows, child concentrating on looks.

Parents working day and night,

Just to fulfill every need,

Child, now youth, is on a flight,

And going out of control in speed.

His friends has become his family,

He finds all joy in them,

Going away from being homely,

Thinking himself to be a gem.

In every needs he comes to his family,

And later never shows any concern,

He will regret for surely,

One day he has to return.

Who has changed him?

Is it the society, or extra care of parents?

Why is he so grim?

Why is he giving importance to cents?

Not caring for parents equaling god,

They who have never complained,

Why are they in situation which is odd,

They feel as if they are detained.

When will the child understand?

Parents are god on earth,

The child is losing everything from hand,

Until he knows their worth.

One day he will surely realize,

What he has lost in his life,

When he will not have god to be wise,

And at that time he has to strife.

He has to strife…………..

                He has to strife……………..

PARMITA BISWAS

DrEaMs ShAtTeReD

Dreams shattered …J

Knowing nothing about electronics engineering

Choosing stream and just dreaming

Will be EECE engineer one day

Will have a great package, and then stay in hay

                Started loving those circuits, those equations

                All those numerical, current always in motion

                Signal passing from transmitter to receiver

                And my favorite was the processor

Diode allowing only one way flow

And my project, little high voltage led to blow

Feedback mechanism controlling my minds

Differentiation and integration, OMG how it binds

                Wireless was very interesting

                Weather GSM or CDMA all were easy going

                But campus placement, it was an IT company

                All dreams shattered, branch changed, and….. L

New to office, first job, had different feeling

Induction started smile on every being

Felt its OK, as it was not much technical

Not much happy, but happy overall

                Later on technical sessions started

Felt all theoretical, missed practicals heavy hearted

IT is full of imagination, nothing can be seen

Just a sequence by people who are mean

Eight hours of continuous java

Still didn’t get a single word

All thanks to makers of java

Better was binary, java-foreign language never heard

                All says “it’s obvious “or don’t ask “why” to questions

                And my circuits didn’t work without “why”

                Understanding IT is just thinking what the notion was

                And my EECE there was nothing to hide

Now I am adjusted to this new world

Happy to be “dual” engineer in my word

Adding a lot to my resume

And I am on my way to groom.. J

PARMITA BISWAS