2013 Passes away!!

Again a year passed away with all sweet and sour memories. I am thankful to all my friends and family for always being there with me.

Hey @Preeti Chitkara

You were the best roommate till today

Although we don’t talk so frequently

But your happiness I always pray

And you always understand me silently.

You deserve a hug!!

Hey @Anusha Kant

What a helping hand you are

You took care of all silly things

You are always a star

God bless you and you remain a king of kings

You are very talented!!

Hey @Himanshu Gupta

People praise and that reveals you

Just like the jeweler reveals the real metal

You and your work just a permanent glue

At heart you are always a petal

You are superb!

Hey @Vijay Choudhary

You deserve the originality award

You have earned my respect

May you get all happiness, my lord

You are simple, and that’s perfect.

Take a bow!!

Hey @Nitin Saini

The way you figure out one’s thought

You always understand and consider it

Things I listened and you taught

You are a caring one, a precious gift.

You are Genius!!

Hey @Sonam Sharma

The way you handle the situations

Hats off to the level of patience you have

You are best at managing relations

May god always keep you happy and never sad.

You are special!!

Hey @Atman Jain

Though we are apart

You are always there to care

You will always there in my heart

May your dreams come true, that’s a prayer..

You are Incomparable!!

I cannot even imagine where I would be today were it not for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy.

For the one who is best!!

For someone who always stood by me

Who is more than a friend to me

God bless you and remain charming

Hey this is for you darling..

The way we grew together

The way we used to fight

And the coziness in cold weather

May your future shine bright..

I still remember those school days

Those complain from your friends

Your First rank made me raise

And your praise it would extend..

Waking up early in the morning

Waiting for the bus in the chilly season

Then holding hands and walking

You are the best, simply no reason..

Remember your first so called crush

That so called Bengali guy

Just a cute face with a blush

And your friends would spy..

Then together at a new place

Now in different schools

Me now busy in rat’s race

Now you, queen of fools.. :P

You and your stupid deeds here

And that “DIARY”, full of *&^%

Laughter in me, I could only hear

You were in *&^% , a kind of :P

Finally City of joy calling you

And Capital calling me

You are always best in whatever you do

And we are twins, people agree!!!

Six years between us , very long time

Still people say we are the same

My equal partner in crimes

You will soon get name and fame..

There is no better friend than a sister

And there is no better sister than you…

Nothing

One day suddenly I asked my friend who was in deep thought, “Hey what are you thinking of? “. He stared and replied, “NOTHING”..

He was lost in his own thoughts

Confused and tensed deep within

May be it resulted in few shots

And he did not know where to begin…

Chatting with my friend discussing about college times I asked my friend “Hey, you suddenly became quiet, what happened”,. He smiled, blushed and said “NOTHING.”..

He could not stop his smile

Wondering from where to start

He went far away a mile

But blush, was only to impart..

After a firm promise from a boyfriend that he will be free for shopping, the girl is ready with all makeup and excitement. The boy is obviously late, and then says “Sorry baby”, the girl says “You are good for NOTHING!”

Full of anger the girl is quiet

Now it’s time for many gifts

But once late and you are fired

So better be careful in next drift..

The young boy comes with his friends, asks his mother, “Hey mom, was sup, what are you doing? ”. The mother answers, “I am good, would u take some tea and what about your friends”. He says, “Oh mom, you are so old fashioned, You know NOTHING mom. Ask for some drinks mom”

The caring mother is so quiet

Shuts herself for this high class son

Unknown of his liquid diet

The son, should be shot dead with a gun..

A shy guy goes to his friend’s home, who is newlywed. The bride asks, “what would you lie to have, walnuts, almonds, biscuits, or some coke, tea or hard drinks?”. The guy with full of greed looking towards his friend, but just to show some etiquette, “NOTHING, I am fine.. Don’t take so much pain, Its OK”

Mind runs fully with so much to come

But just no comes from within

He is dumb, still waiting for rum

His head has a spin.

She meets with his brother after long seven years. The brother’s eye is full of tears. The girl asks “What happened brother?  ”. The brother simply says “NOTHING, just a glimpse of past.”

The love for a sister never ends

The small fights and large care

At all time, the hand that extends

God bless both, just a prayer..

During a hot conversation between a husband and a wife, the wife suddenly gets quiet. The husband says, “What happened, say something”. The wife with her tears says “NOTHING, But I still love you!”

Sometimes silence is all what we say

Words just lead them wrong

Trust is here always to stay

Love between them is lifelong..

Sitting lonely in a park, an old man came near me. He said “Child this balloon is for you my son”. I was confused, asked, “Uncle but why”. The stranger said, “NOTHING dear. I thought it’s you, my son”.

He had his own story

May he saw his son in me

Just giving a balloon gave him glory

It was just his plea.

Saying NOTHING is just an art of hiding things or sometimes you want that the other persons care and sympathy. This is human tendency. Sometimes you are not willing to open up. Sometimes you are not comfortable.

The worst part is that sometimes you want someone specific to ask about our silence. The whole world asks you, but not the special one… And the nothing remains NOTHING..

And the best part is that when the person asks, and you really open up, you feel so relaxed and top of the world. And now nothing becomes EVERYTHING..

For you.. The bubbly One!!

“Oh god one more in our room L” ..

This was my first reaction for you

But there was lot to zoom

I know, for you all was just new…

You were very quite during those days

But I was just wrong then

The grass was totally new to graze

You became very close, I don’t know when..

You became very famous just to be on phone

Sometimes love and sometimes angry

I felt you are not at all grown

Just to be with friends, you were hungry..

You were very frustrated from work

Although you were very hardworking

They did not knew the importance of perk

And they were just playing..

Finally you left it and was free now

But real struggle started, and u succeeded

For your hard work, I really give a bow

God is always there when needed.

I still remember our vodka session

And you “Sa re jahan se achcha ” song

And wow, your facial expression..

And then someone’s video session, so long..

Our photo sessions were too enjoyable

And our shopping sessions were too good

Things would not be same and as adorable

And sorry for all understood and misunderstood.

You were always very determined

The Way you always had faith in god

Left all the worries behind

And you vision always remained broad..

After a long struggle finally you got the gift

Be happy always and stay blessed

God will always give you a lift

And you will always rock in life’s test.

Try not to trust everyone who is good to you

And always keep your expectations minimum

You will always shine like pearl in the dew

And always help, make rule of thumb..

I am your Delhi Metro ..

I wake up daily at 6 in the morning

May it be joy or mourning..

I do not get any leaves

My job is to run, everyone believes.

Students run into me with their notes

“Hurry” is all that floats..

I carry people within no time

And their journey is not one-time.

Office people wait a long to embrace me

But I can’t offer everyone a seat, I agree..

All settles, and I try settling too

On the way people come and bid adieu.

I witness a number of things

Both people without and with wings..

Many start their love life

And successful ones turn to a wife.

Many are lost in their books

And many play game of crooks..

Many just peep to see a glimpse of someone

For other life has just begun.

Morning all well dressed and in hurry

Evening is tired and smelly..

Most with their earphones on

And this way it turns dusk to dawn..

People become friends here

And few just seer..

Few take a nap or starts snoring

And few are just busy in playing..

I have witnessed many fights

And also many love invites

Business deals also lights up

And rest…Not in my cup.

All gets irritated when I take rest

“Inconvenience is deeply regretted”, I addressed..

Without me all comes to halt

But I am always taken as default.

They unknowingly put scratches and hurt me

Curse me although I am not free..

Love me, I will always help you

Otherwise your life will screw.

I am always there for you

And you are always for me

I am your friend in pain and gain

I am your Delhi metro Train….

Life Never Stops..

Life was never easy for me neither it was ever tough. I belong to a middle class family. Like all my other friends I had big dreams. My family always supported me in every field. I came out of my small city for my studies. My college was too good as it happens with all. I was a topper in my college. I made many good friends and life was going exciting. Finally with all four years with memories we all were parted to start a new challenging life.

My friends were placed in various reputed companies. I too was placed in a company far from my home country. It was almost a dream come true at that time. I never knew this was just the starting of challenges .With zeal and vigor I flew away all away there in the state where I was just like a new born.  New office, new friends again filled my life. I always like to be with people. I never like to be alone at any point but may be destiny was little different for me. I came close to a person and started falling to him. In all my hard times, he used to be there holding my hands and guiding me. I felt so lucky that I started feeling a home outside home. I never realized that I was going far away from my other friends who loved me. I used to enjoy his company so much that I did not even care about anything. But really you should be with one who loves you not the one whom you love. And he was with the one who loves him. He was an intelligent guy. I love his choice.

Suddenly I got an urgent call from my home and I flew back leaving my job behind. And also he was left behind with a promise we will soon meet. I reached and was all shattered .I was so far in my own tune and life. My grandfather met with an accident and was in coma. It was almost a month he faced with accident, but I was unknown to it. My parents always thought about me and my happiness as they knew I was too close to him. I loved my grandpa more than me. I had spent my childhood with him as my parents were working and they did not have much time for me. Now I was leaner towards my home and grandpa needed me. He was in coma but seeing me he had a glow in his eyes. I could now not even think of my job so far. I was feeling so guilty of myself that I was not with him when he needed me. As time passed I started missing my office. And of course him too. I used to talk to him but due to distance there were some differences. I tried to make it up but always took it lightly because I had a hope that we will meet soon. I was more indulged at home and also had to think of some source of income. I started taking tuition and also learnt a lot about households. Almost I was alone now and all friends were settled far away. My dad was retired now so I became the only earning member of my family. I was tried to be happy in all situation as I knew tension will be of no use. Now I was sure I would never be back to my job city.

I was quite upset as I started feeling away from him. I had no one to share my feelings now. Many a times I felt alone, lost but no one came to know about it. I had some hope somewhere somehow we will meet. But now I came to know how my friends missed me when I was there. I almost lost contacts with all and now when I need them no one was with me. Everyone has their own importance in life. You can’t simply ignore anyone. I still feel ashamed of myself that I lost my close friends when I was with him. My full life roamed around him and now he is not with me, no one is with me. I remember now that when they needed me I was never with them. Now they do not have time for me. But I never showed this to anyone. I was successful enough. My parents never knew anything about this. I now understand that you should never give someone so much importance that you start ignoring others. And now all of a sudden again I got news of a plane crash. I lost him too. I was no more with me myself. A little hope I had, I lost it too. I was so depressed that time that I wanted to end myself. But I had to live for my parents. I was a girl with full of dreams, full of ambition and full of hopes. In the past few years I lost myself. I lost my friend. I lost everyone. I started hating myself because of all small things which I lost. I lost my control over myself.

A girl who could not live alone, always used to find someone, now is all alone. I am facing this world. My parents never came to know how lonely I am. Time and tide waits for none. Life taught me many things in every step of life. I am very positive towards my future and hope that will have a bright one. I have opened a coaching center and also work with an NGO side by side. I am very happy with small kids and with their innocence. Life is too unpredictable to live with regrets. Life is too short, so make your dreams come true. Never let anyone down and most important make the person feel what he deserves. Every person plays a very important role in your life. Never ignore one just because you are giving importance to someone else. Everyone has some priorities but balancing of priorities is other name of life. Everyone is given a single life. Live it. Enjoy it. Do not sit with the things happened in past. Overpower it.

I cannot stop my life with all that have happened. It was just a way that god wanted me to learn that I should face life alone. This was the only weakness and now this is the only strength. Be thankful to everyone in life but most important respect yourself. Self respect is the only way of loving yourself. Do not start loving the other person so much that you start neglecting yourself. Self confidence leads you ahead. Each and every day is important; each and every moment is memorable. Enjoy it and cherish it.

Today neither my grand pa is with me nor my job. I am just surrounded with handful of people who are lost somewhere. They are just waiting for a ray of hope and I am just trying to be a part of it.

The characters in this write-up are fictitious and any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental

Those 3 years

Hi Patrik

I am writing this letter to you because I have many things in heart which I want to share but I am not able to. Hope this doesn’t hurt you. I am very sorry for all this. Please forgive me.

Same city…Different colleges..Different stream..Two people…

I can trace five year back when we were best friends. We became so good friends within no time. All went so smooth. The journey was so good. I never realized that how it happened. It was our college time. You just gave me someone number and our number exchanged too. And then those endless chatting. I remember that 3rd lecture, what a boring lecture it was. Sitting apart I just disturbed with my miss calls. Continuous miss calls for the full one hour. Oh my god how silly it was.

And also once there was thunderstorm, we were chatting about ghost and all. So interesting talks , golden memories. We started talking so much that I never realized that we both are not together.  Just got habit now. It was quite obvious that will start with a good morning message (we did not have whatsapp that time!! ) from you. That time even if my phone was silent, I got to know if you called… Don’t know how… My friends know I am very bad at picking calls!!!!

Those late night chats..visiting places in chats.. …. J

Ah!! That half done lunch when you were teased by friends…Those fighting which were solved so easily.. Credit goes to mee!!! J

May it be lectures, may it be parties, may it be functions, May it be at home you were in my mind or my messages… When college ended, I had my internship in INTEL, Santa Clara. Going from Vatican city to a new place was so amazing. I knew you had to go to Suzuki,Japan for interns. Both were equally excited, but sad too. Had to leave our places and would be apart too. But I was so confident o my phone and internet. We finally aparted with many promises

But suddenly something happened. We started talking less… You started avoiding me or what I still don’t know. You stopped messaging me and just said you don’t have time. You stopped picking up my calls saying you are busy. I said “You can at least talk once a day, just 5 minutes..”. And you said “Is it necessary to talk daily. Once in a month is sufficient.” I had no words then. I don’t know I could not say you anything. I just said ok and kept the phone. I still want to know what had happened. At that time it was just start of my career and was lonely in a new place. I really needed you that time, but you were not. I still did not stop you calling, but I think you had decided to make a distance. I had no one then. Apart from this there were many other things going on. If I had taken the right step that time, I think I would not be here today. I passed my days crying and lonely. There was new crowd with me but I was not able to adjust. I was always quiet and still today I fear that my near ones will leave me someday. Its not that you never talked to me, but there was some difference, some distance. The blind trust I had was no more there. But for my every tough time today also you are the one who comes first, but second thought says I am strong enough to face it. I would never blame you for anything .It was my fault who could not handle the situation. You had to move on in life and you did. But to be very frank my life was almost still for a year or so. Today when I remember my college days, those Vatican days, smile comes automatically. I never regret that why did you come so close, if you had to throw me out of your life. But I would say thanks to you to make me so strong, to make be tough. I learnt that trust can’t be expected from everyone. Our phone calls were now once a month or two. I adjusted… I am a strong girl now.

And suddenly you came all over Japan to US for some official work. I was actually not at all excited to meet you, but still wanted to meet you. I was expecting that you yourself would initiate, and really you did. We met, and I did not realize that there was so much difference between us. Neither you discussed neither I wanted too. After so long I was truly happy. Again you went back with heavy heart, but this time I did not feel much. You had changed me a lot. The feelings were totally dead.

Your phone calls are so frequent today; maybe we are getting those days back. Sometimes when I am busy and not able to talk for few days, you say “Do you know we have not talked for 3 days..How could you do this?” I could not believe that you said this..Where were you when I needed you? Do you really care about me now? Or again one day will come you will just ignore me?  I had to go through a tough phase. I understand you may have some other priorities too, but there was no point just to throw me out. I am not a game to be played. Whenever you want you played and whenever not in mood you don’t care.

 And really, I don’t feel it. I am happy alone and don’t miss you any more. I still love to talk to you and till end you will remain my best friend. I have shared many secrets with you, many moments with you which I will never forget. I cherish those moments with you. These 5 five years, there has not been a single second when I have not remembered you. I still care a lot. But I don’t know exactly what happened... I know I am wrong here, but you made me this way. I will always be with you whenever you want. You are very important to me. But I can live alone now. I have also learned never to expect. But always give a try for what you want, otherwise the answer s always NO. If you get a yes you are happy and if not at least it does not hurt.

I have many new friends today, who were with me in my difficult times. Although many people just remember me in their tough times, but I am happy. But the only wrong thing is that I have lost the feeling for expectations. I have started living so alone that sometimes it becomes injustice to my friends. What all I am writing in this letter is all known by me. None of my friends know about you. I have never shown them whenever I was hurt. But today too I have full confidence just by seeing once you can make up my mood.

Today when you call, the excitement I had before is no longer there. Earlier how much sleepy am I, how much tired am I but if it was you, then it was only you. But now things are opposite. I love talking to you but priorities are changed now.

I don’t know how much I am correct. But you have made me stronger than necessary. Sometimes I myself feel to be stone hearted. I was not this way my friend.  Sometimes I want to enjoy a lot with my friends, but suddenly I have a fear that will it be long-lasting. I am not able to enjoy everything. I am always in fear. Then I say myself all will be busy one day and you will be alone, then why not today. But enjoy every moment with my friends. I don’t want to ruin their happiness who are happy with me. I love all of my friends and want to spend my left time with them. I will leave US within few months. One good news I am going to India now. Hope I meet you there too...
Anyways THREE years in US were awsum with all my dear ones.. Love you guys for being with me always.

 I always do what makes me happy. I help my friends in every way I can. Whenever they need I always stand for them. I will always stand for you too. You will always remain my best friend. Always stay happy. Sometimes I feel that there are many others friends too who know me better than you do. There are many people who are happy when I am happy. I cant deny this factor and will happily live just because of them. J

I would just like to say one thing...Ignorance hurts… Hope you never have to face it. All the best for your life. Always stay blessed dear. Hope whatever be the situation no one get hurt due to me..

Bye.. Will meet soon in India.

Your loving sweetheart

Tahai

The characters in this write-up are fictitious and any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental